why would i think that things would be different if he wasnt leaving. why would i ever think that. im so stupid. im so naive.

i wish i never would have fallen for him.
i wish i could take back everything i ever did with him.

i almost wish i never met him.

"Paper bags and plastic hearts ( Read more... )

most days, im your usual high school senior. annoying, bratty, selfish, giving, unbearable, frustrating, & accomplished. but today, i feel unlike myself. tonight i had my senior awards ceremony, we had to put on our cap and gown and do a processional. well, i recently found out, out of my parents 3 children, i am the first one of the 3 (mind you, ( Read more... )

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01:51 PM : aberblondie04: "post: i just got home from graduation rehersal, and i talked to my brother about the whole mom thing, he told me that it wasnt my fault and that i dont need to worry about it. hopefully, this all turns out good in the end.

this morning at 1 am, my mom came into my room when tiff was over and told me that tom and her broke up. *(tom is her boyfriend of 5 years)* and then she went on to blame it on me, and the family. so i got all upset. and on top of all that.... today i have graduation rehersal at 11, and then i have senior dinner and awards night tonight...... and ( Read more... )

so last night i had the pathfinder awards at the Kravis Center. it was this whole big to do, and so all the pathfinders sat together, and i sat next to james and kala (art & sports pathfinders) and we had to sit through this whole long awards thing and we actually had 2 of our nominees get 4th place, which is good if you really understood how ( Read more... )

so its been AWHILE since i last posted ( Read more... )

so yeah. i have been pretty busy lately, especially with the fact that my laptop broke. pretty shitty, i say. tonight was the lamest halloween ever ( Read more... )

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