i forgot to say something, didn't i? a certain word or phrase that you needed me to say. or was that infinately small time of scilence between our exchanged words suggesting something else?

it always struck me as kinda funny that the mornings after seems so much quiter. as if everyone is quite for some strage guilt of what they may or may not have done the previous night.

or maybe its just the noise in my head is still turned off from the hangover.

i can't keep doing this. i don't know what it is about beging here, but i've been able ( Read more... )

its been raining here sense wednesday. many rainy days. i always found it interesting how life seems...to happen when it rains. or maybe i just notice life more when its raining. dark storm clouds roll in not as an omen of impending doom[or just something bad happening.] more as life is changing. but not just my life, but everyone's life. as if the ( Read more... )

countdown...

three...

two...

one...

AND I'M TWENTY!

...hmmm...yeah...am i twenty-one yet?

life is still hectic as usual.

this should be my last week on production for Myscenaean, until we strike it[whenever that is]. next week i begin work on Porridge. i'm sure i've already said this before. but whatever, i feel an update is in order.

tomorrow is my birthday. [and my mom's so say happy birthday to her also]. as excited as i am, i still ( Read more... )

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...now where was i? i'm pretty sure i had more to say last night but never got around to it. Tink got out and people were distracting me. oh yes, that's right...Tink is now stuck and Sextuor is moving in. i remember Josh Chambers[the director] saying as he's holding back tears "it was a great show tonight, except it was also the worst one too, if ( Read more... )

today, so far, has been pretty uneventful and unproductive.  just sitting in my room mostly. listening to music and just spacing out. i did think of better things to do. but i just couldn't will myself to them. i'm probably conserving my energy for Book of Tink strike. cause man its going to be a bitch to take down.

i'm in the annex right now ( Read more... )

don't know what to say right now. if there really is anything to say. today was just like any other. went to class, then went to work which. so my day, at this point is spent. have the weekend to myself in the dorm room. little bitch flew to chicago to do an interview for another school. he doesn't want to go to calarts. he only came this first ( Read more... )

now we enter into the month of March. where i feel this months title, "Helter-Skelter," is very approiate right now for my current situation in life. lots of craziness with classes and work, everything just thrown and tossed around creating the mess that is my life right now. which i'm slowly, and hopefully surely, fixing on the weekends when i ( Read more... )