...then again...

whatever remains is always the same

this is only an update to let everyone know i'm still here. life still has me down for the count...be back as soon as life stops kicking me in the stomach...

then again...

life can surprise you...

what is there for me to say...so much has been happening on a constant basis that it'll be hard for me to keep track of what's what. i found my self i nice little block of time that maybe i'll be able to unload some of this shit off my chest. on an almost daily basis it seems life has been throwing me one shit ball after the other. or like falling ( Read more... )

Tyler: where'd you go psycho boy?
Jack: i felt like destroying something beautiful.

life is really not going so great right now. but i really don't have anytime to explain. just dropping a line to let everyone know that i'm still alive [barely][and if you call it living.] i don't know when things will slow down to let me catch my breath and tell you ( Read more... )

so i'm back in cali. feels good. i mean it felt good being in denver, but it feels good being here too.

and that's all i really have to say. is that i'm back in cali safe and sound, and i'm just too tired to go into any details about anything just yet...

its sleep time now...

so my grandfather is in the hospital now. [how's that for an opening to an entry?] the friday right before the day i flew in, he began acting...odd. he's been getting confused, he can't remember where he is or when. is conversations keep going in circles. he keeps asking about people who have already passed away, as if he completly forgot that they ( Read more... )

man, its been a while sense i last updated this thing. my flight back home went smoothly. the flight attendents made me laugh cause they were either just really tired or high or something. cause they kept forgetting lines when they made their safty speaches and were just doing all sorts of funny things you wouldn't expect from a flight attendent.

so ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

..now where was i? seemed to have lost my place in my own life. i suppose these things happen. was going to say so many things, but guess i never got around to it.

all i can think of right now is "how can you rebuild if you can't trust the structure?"

this week is going by much faster then i thought, which is good. but bad also in the sense that i ( Read more... )

life is fucking crazy. that's all i have to say. i just woke up early for a class i thought i had at nine but turns out i don't have till ten. which kinda sucks cause i could have had more time to sleep. but whatever, i wont complain to much about that.

Myscenaean opend last night. so that's pretty much out of the way, now on to Porridge, with the ( Read more... )