"It's never going to get easier...

[abetterkiss]

... without getting harder first."

It's been so long since I've picked up a pen- I'm afraid I don't remember how to write. 
It took nineteen years; at five am, sixty miles away from home, with one too many substances in my body, while I sat in a cold garage with a new sun sneaking over the horizon, to realize how much I take for granted. 
Healing. It'

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According to me: I could always call you whenever and just come over pick you up and smoke a cig, just to be with someone. You would drop your life to help out a friend. You can eat whatever and still be skinny. Your laugh changes depending on your mood- my favorite- the deep loud ass laugh you get when you do something mischevious. It doesn't matter how weird the conversation is, you will be as weirded out as I am and then precede to talk about it for the next half hour, every detail. Your heart is bigger than you think. You have such an amazing gift for writing, your words help others, as well as yourself, it is a true gift. Your eyes tell your whole story. you have so much love for your family and friends.You have been there from the beginning. and you will be there till the end. thank you