I'm Home.

:)

 I am not a benevolent god.
         I am watching myself writhe in a puddle of my own urine and I offer no response. 
         I have not slept or eaten for days. 
         My cries go unrecognized and my loneliness is ignored
        I am watching myself endure a torture worse than death, yet I decline every opportunity to end this self-imposed ( Read more... )

 standing in a circle with the ones i love the most ( Read more... )

i will miss you my παπου.

 you will be missed.

but you are in a better place.

just keep telling yourself that to make it through the day...

and a fake smile is all you need...

 to truly appreciate something you have to give it up or loose it.

and so it begins......

daghjahglaghagag ( Read more... )

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we are selfish.

what if i get more cyst? and they explode again, or get bigger,  or it is the other option, and i continue bleeding internally.....

im starting to realize that i might not be able to have kid when i am older.

and that scares the fuck out of me.

run away 
as fast as you can
your peaceful spot is calling your name
and you cant get there fast enough
running behind you is your past, your long day, and the future
you never look back
finally success! 
kick the stick away
lay out your skirt
and jump into your book
a world that envelopes you
everything else gone
reading to the very last word.
now what?

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