ha yea..this entry is dedicated to myself..umm..yea..i have no life..please call me melissa..and i yet to hear from shannon..alright i am going to find something to do

ok..well i just ripped my pair of jeans :(..melissa is coming home this weekend which i am looking forward too being that i haven't seen her since she left back upstate..i have to study for an exam..went to see a therapist through suffolk today..she is very nice..made her laugh..so thats a good thing lol..i keep telling myself i should clean my ( Read more... )

right now i am thinking about a friend of the family..who is in the hospital. my aunts best friend..i am concerned about the impact that this will have on my aunt if we lose him..she has the option of moving in with us..but this made me think about how fortunate i have been..i may know what its like to move away..have a broken heart..but i can't ( Read more... )

ok..so right now i am downloading some music to burn cds..thankyou shannon for suggesting bands to me..i am dling songs from deathcab for cutie..taking back sunday..weezer..oasis..and jet..haha yea..also i am excited about a new album by Enya called "Amarantine" which is coming out Nov. 21st yea :)

i don't know why it is my ex is trying to get in contact with me..but if you are reading this know that you are too late..i have already moved on..

I applied toys-r-us seasonal/part-time..fingers crossed that they get back to me right away..because as of now i have too much time to waiste..plus i need money !

Midnight here and I’m all alone again ( Read more... )

ok..i deleted a couple of entrys that seem to bother me right now b/c i seem to be going on about why it is i don't have anyone as if there is something wrong with it, and not making any sense of it..ok..so no one can constantly have someone at every point in there life..so starting now i am not going worry about this..and enjoy being single and ( Read more... )

ok..so i have come to this..unless something changes..i will continue to feel lost..because i need something new in my life..i have decided to withdraw from two courses, and get a second job..therefore it is a compromise and i will feel alot better once i have more money to actually go out and be able to put some away at the same time..because ( Read more... )

well so much for having a good day..i got a ticket for speeding..wasn't paying any mind to how fast i was going and to my surroundings (being the cops)..which i will not say how fast i was going..so much for abiding by societys rules!..wow..lol..pretty bad..that will set me back on saving..plus i missed class again being that i was running so late ( Read more... )