yep..ok well things haven't been going too well these past couple of weeks..i have been feeling lost..i think about guys too much and it gets in the way..not good..i have lost contact with josh..and now i don't know that i will ever hear from him again..but i will bounce back..i just need to stay focused on picking myself back up..i renewed my ( Read more... )

i decided that i would start going to the youth group with Lauren..there i can make good friends..and get myself back on track because i have been feeling down lately..i want to keep an open mind and take what i can from it and it will be a good learning experience plus i need to have faith and believe that everything will come together..i can do ( Read more... )

KELLY CLARKSON LYRICS ( Read more... )

yep so i will now be working in the music department at my job on weekends..yes!..i will be there for almost another year if all goes well..a year in which i will be dling lots of music and burning lots of cds !! ha yea..this makes me happy :) and now i must share of course another song in which i like ( Read more... )

yep..at melissa's now..my legs hurt from the other night..went out last night with a guy melissa hangs out with..what a jerk!..im going to forget that i ever said i wanted to meet that guy..i need to find some nice guys that melissa and i can hang out with..can't wait till classes start..one more week..

last night i went to the crazy donkey with melissa and had so much fun..listened to rock music and jumped up and down..while dancing with a really nice guy..hung out after..although all i can think about while being there with this one guy was how much i wish i could be with josh

Forfeit the game ( Read more... )

yippee!!!!!!!...A in Sociology and a B+ in History :)

Hey..so this weekend i hung out with shannon and her family it was great !..we drank together for the first time ever..lol..though i kind of passed out on them ha!..and then we went to the city..i bought a new purse and a sweatshirt and shirt that says nypd..:)..thankyou shannon for an unforgettable weekend..im so glad we had the chance to talk on ( Read more... )

while i was in virginia i was moved..and now only time will tell where i will end up