thank you ian for reminding me that i had this. now i can postpone my work even longer!

i wonder what was going on in my life the last time i wrote in here. because the below is really depressing. i mean really.

jazz time.

.i want everything i don't need.

.everything.

.

and everything is a complete waste right now.

when they call your name will you walk right up with a smile on your face?

or will you cower in fear in your favorite sweater, with an old love letter?

I wish you would

Come pick me up

Take me out

Fuck me up

Steal my records

Screw all my friends

They're all full of shit

And then do it again

With a smile on your face

I wish you would

This is why I love music. It will always be there for me. If i don't have a piano I can sing. If I'm not allowed to sing I can tap my foot and jam in my head. A song will always understand me. Always provide comfort. Always carry me away to another world where there is understanding and solitude. There's a world where the fingers and the voice can ( Read more... )

wow.

don't be cool.

.

i deserve to feel this way.

sorry. you'll never read this.

.

---------------------let's see how fake we can be----------------------------------

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so. i don't really have much to say right now. so...i'm not gonna write. this weekend kinda sucked, as i knew it would. i told some people some stuff that needed to be said. the rest i wrote a song about. wow...i'm never saying that again. mmmm...last night was pretty sweet - well. the earlier half. such is life. i'm glad everyone's coming home. ( Read more... )