fuck you

and the horse you rode in on

lets just sayi'm soo confused right now. more than ever.

yeah thats preeeeeetty much it.

other news, i went to the smackdown house show last night, it was pretty awesome. :-D

yeah i'm a loser. but what are you non-reading people going to do about it????

owell.

today was pretty awesome/ depressing.

but damn.

woooo

i remember when i love you fixed all the problems we had..

now its useless.

i cant/wont get over her. all the memories we had together, and they are all gone.

why can't i get a life and move on?

i had a life and it was with her.

i swear this LJ is pointless. i rant to the internet world.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

how can something go so wrong. im so stupid.. i miss her so much. i have no one to hug, or kiss, i still say i love you, but it gets me no where except more pain. i just want everything back to the way it was, ill wait it out, only because i'm a loser, i just hope i'm not waiting for something that isn't going to come after all. damn.. i am

the end has hit, and im a wreck.

im so tired. tired tired tired ( Read more... )

i love brittani.

i can't describe it.

but i seem to be screwing up again. i hope i can fix it.

i hate seeing her mad. i just seem to make things worse.

i dont get it.

i cant say sorry. it doesnt help. what can i do?

i guess all i can say is i love her...

kinda confused on what to do.

i mean honestly. what the fuck?

what should i do? go for it? or blow it off?

hmph. and the confusion continues....

to be continued.....