it's been four weeks. four weeks since i have had the energy to write something on here ( Read more... )

ellen used to be on at 10. now she is on at 11 and they added this extra hour to the today show. this is not new. it's been around for quiet some time. but this hour is pretty much just a waste of your life. it has kathy lee gifford and some other lady named huda or something like that and she is completley normal. but kathy dear god she is ( Read more... )

today is my man's birthday ( Read more... )

i dont feel good ( Read more... )

yesterday i had a craving for mcdonalds so zivan took me. while there i chose a big booth behind some cute old ladies drinking coffee and just chatting. i tend to listen in on other peoples conversations when we go out to eat. not on purpose but just when its quiet and you hear something interesting you kinda listen. i'm guilty. they were cute old ( Read more... )

you know what sucks? politics. i hate how it makes me hate people. well not hate but just think different ( Read more... )

imagine falling for a guy who is in his mid 20's and does not have a job or has gone to any kind of school. this guy also does not have a drivers license or a car. he lives at home with his parents. what a catch huh. now imagine this guy cheats on his girlfriend. wow adding to his cute cuddley charm. alright so your thinking never ever would you ( Read more... )

this might be the lamest thing that i will ever say......but..... i think lil wayne is just the greatest ( Read more... )

today i have been so productive and i just sat down to do some work for work at the computer and of course i get stuck looking at myspace and facebook. i cant focus i'm sleepy all the sudden. so this is just yet another way for me to waste my time ( Read more... )

my home page says i havent updated in four weeks. eesh. today i am one of those pms moods. increadibly tired and just pissy. zivan and i layed by the pool after i got home from work and i kept falling asleep. and it was the weird way where your head jerks hard core and i was like god as if thats not awkward enough im laying here half naked. anyways ( Read more... )