my muscles hurt ive been getting preety drunk i dont realize it till i start to draw and my pen starts to spin i watched shawshank and vanilla sky last nite i almost feel like im perma tripping in some fucked up state of mind where the world is collapseing and no ones doing nuthin about it how do we let them know?
this post is especially for ANTHONY HARGRAVES im gonna be pretty close to u very soon im stayin in st pete for six days at my aunts i wanna see u its been a very loooong time and i miss my antony love ashes
Long time no talk, so im living in florda now cocoa beach/cape canaveral lookin for a job... kinda bumming on the beach, entertaining the pier things of that nature. yeash!
i hate my computer i hate jams im probly going to jail i hate my life kinda i want my clothes back im tired of asking for them im just not going to lend them out anymore im going to try to get a hold of stef and smoke my only cig.
my feet are soo cold i had the wierdest dream last nite, i saw a car accident rite in front of my face cuz i was on the sidewalk there were dead people everywhere
eww neways im real board, real real board must find chapstick
goddamn i gotta wonder why...... shits shitty, but i can usually manage to keep my head up. i cant belive he was actually mad cuz of those things, that makes me mad, grrr. anyways, i hate jams. AA isnt going to happen cause im lazy. my dreams are fucked up. my feet are cold. i need a car.
i fuckin love it when people prove me wrong.........