i guess there's a first everything ( Read more... )

Yep, got arrested for the first time, of all times.
goddammit, i blew a .012- and then they found pills- ugh!
i got an MIC until further notice.
courts right before christmas- thats why i dont wanna tell ma.
aint that cool.

in other news- i guess im kind of a bitch, what am i supposed to do?
i cant change how i feel, but i gave it a chance....srry

so...
i got my phone back
brooke left it at purple haze.
but she dont even remember, heh.

happy birthday to my ma
i wouldnt trade her for anyone else!

ah, time to paint my wall... peace

it's foggy outside, it looks cool in the dark.

I dont know how to feel anymore...
or maybe i just wish.

i dunno, my point is im shakken.

i keep having this dream of a past life,
a past love,
i can see his face,
i can hear his name, although it's not of our language....
im comfortable there.
in my dreams.

Still up drinking with anth and wu, at 5 am, yes indeed.
hmm, maybe ill work this week.

...ppssshhhh........or not.

ill return home for some nappin, bitches.

so i guess its national call a bitch a bitch day, BFM style.....

i ate sushi today, im still questioning it....
spicy tuna tastes like burning.
wierd gay waiter......

goodnite.

ugh, hungover...
i met someone that went to ccs lastnite.
his names kobie and he drew me a tag with my face in it. its cool.
he said he'd teach me stuff.
i need to learn how to take critisism about my work.

Ugh, i cant do this.
i dont feel like breathing anymore.

why does troy kell intreague me ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do anymore...
i went to work today, for the first time in forever....

it's been shitty out for like three weeks...
i heard we get snow tomorrow, LAME.
my wisdom teeth are comin in =(

- I want to go Home!
impatiant, i am.
ugh! God, kill me aleady!

im not even going to try anymore.

finally have the internet again ( Read more... )

i finally have a day off
and im still not chillen whith my friends...
this place gets lamer man.

time to watch the surgical channel and fall asleep.