Hope is a lie that only the meager of mind cling to. Everywhere are the fanciful whispers that one bright day from here, you and all that hear these seething words will have that thing, that want that your hearts and dreams do long for, but this is only hope, A fairytale that gets you through the night. From day to day we will forever wander ( Read more... )

Right after i left her, all i thought was "find another one and you can fill the void" but after a week or two i resigned myself to my perpetual destiny: loneliness. I'm ok being alone. I dare say i am good at it ( Read more... )

It is inconceivably selfish to believe that someone would write something wonderful about someone else, to attack someone else. even though we don't FUCK, Date or see each other anymore. And then to have the audacity to call them in the middle of the night and then verbally accost them, with words like hate is just childish. you never wanted to ( Read more... )

You know, i was looking around the memory of my computer and i fell upon something i forgot i had. And i thought to myself as i have a million times before: What happened to those two? My memory is shaky at best but i can't truly remember the circumstances in which those two people parted ways, all i remember is Thanksgiving, and a football game ( Read more... )

I feel loved when...
The Five Love Languages
My Primary Love Language is Physical Touch
My Detailed Results:Physical Touch: 12Acts of Service: 7Words of Affirmation: 5Quality Time: 4Receiving Gifts: 2About this quiz

Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language ( Read more... )

I sit here, Frozen...with a smile on my face. The chill is something that creeps. It starts at the feet, and once you forget they are there it dawns on you that you are home ( Read more... )

Torn. It isn’t explainable how I go from one side of the proverbial fence to the other. One side is the life I have known for far too long, lonely but simple, simple but tiresome, tiresome yet fulfilling, Fulfilling yet always, and seemingly never-endingly alone ( Read more... )

I run through the week with the thought of you pushing me through whatever comes. My life doesn't start until you are with me, everything else is just going through the motions.

It's amazing what time can change and bring to you. I have neglected this journal of mine, this archive of pain and defeat, for fear that feelings would come back. I do believe that i have been living a shell of a life for quite some time now. I just graduated from BCC. Not sure what I'll do or where I'll go. I'm not really in much of a hurry. To ( Read more... )

So i have two more classes to take to get a useless degree from a useless school, and i have absolutely no desire to do so ( Read more... )