things have been ok lately. i went to hot dog annies tonight. it was good. ate 5 bbq dogs. derek had 7 and piotr had 8... that fat fuck. it was fun. then we went to spider gates. it was sketchy. basically its this random cemetary derek knew about in leicster. Before that me derek and jeremy played some cute guitar. we thought up some cool shit for ( Read more... )

Livejournal hadnt worked for me for a long time. I've had a lot on my mind and I've wanted to write in this thing, but obviously i couldn't. A lot of shit is fucked up right now. I'm not sure how things are going to turn out and I'm really afraid of losing a great friend. Its such a shitty situation. I mean I've felt so bad about this thing for so ( Read more... )

I want to hit someone or something. mostly i just want to flip the fuck out on everything and everyone. don't fuck with me right now.

Hey Everyone! My mom's a skank. when i say she's a skank, what i mean is she woke me up and told me we had school so i took my shower and was all fucking ready for school, but we didn't friggin have school. talk about queer. Now I doubt i can go back to sleep. I probably would have left my house too if it wasnt for an IM from Diana. Out of all ( Read more... )

So I guess things have been alright lately. Same old shit really. school, work, play. When i say play i mean snowboarding, hangin out with people, random shit. whatever seems cool at the time. i didnt do all that hot on my midterms. well i pwn3d AP Stats with a 98 but the rest were 77 78 and 64. not that great, but I'm a senior, I don't cur. I ( Read more... )

I think too much and I have a bad temper. I need to do something with my life. I don't even know why i waste my time with this thing anymore.

Nothing to complain about really. Complaining never solves anything anyways. Just sitting here. listening to music. Letting my mind drift between different thoughts. Its calm and peaceful ( Read more... )

I don't know what to think anymore. So much good and bad is driving me fucking crazy.

There has to be something else?

I was accepted at Bryant! I'm really happy about this. I'm not possitive I'm going to Bryant at this point, but it is a really nice school so I'm considering it. I still need to apply other places and see about scholarships and all that stuff.

I just wanted to say I had an excellent christmas. I think I got good presents for people for the most part and i tried not to forget anyone. I mean I focused on my family mostly but i got a few small things for some of my close friends. I was happy to give them presents. Granted I enjoyed getting presents as well, but i cared more about how people ( Read more... )