i wish this song could cure me. i wish i knew what as wrong with me. theres so many things i wish i could say, but maybe im just not any good at this.

bah. its only seven. i need something to do.

why. i dont even understand. i hate that i am like that. i wish that i wasnt. i really wish i wasnt.

ahh

i really really miss you.

i was feeling pretty shitty, so i didnt feel like going to fourth block. so i hung out with emily and rj. me and rj tried to catch a duck blah blah blah. but that made me feel better.

damn.

your voice like the sound of sirens
to a house on fire
youre savin me.

Think of all the fun you had.
The finest line divides a night well spent from a waste of time.
Think of all the days you spent alone with just your T.V. set and......"I can barely smile"

i hate this.

fffuck.
if i even thought you could understand

this week has gone by so fast.
and i wish it hadnt.