Again it's been forever since a post, a lot has happened though I don't much feel like writing about it... So I don;t even know why I am rambling here... Well... call me to talk my lovelies!

People don't know how to love others. It seems that everyone has forgotten about sacrifice and demands everything to be easy, given to them right away, be perfect the first time, able to perform any number of changes to fit their whim, and disposable when they realize that they ruined it. It also seems that people forget that they are involved with ( Read more... )

Anger and hate are what I am
Try to sooth them
Fail.
Try to tame them
Become weak.
Want to feel other things
The rage consumes all
Have yet to give in.
Must not
Ever.

* I suck at free verse.

I haven't updated in sooooooooo long. I used to like updating and letting others know about the nuances of my life... but now I just don't seem to care. Maybe it's more maturity on my part, or maybe I just feel like hiding more ( Read more... )

i sometimes really, really hate life; and usually somehow, someway everyone involved in it.

I think they might actually be having rather kinky sex ( Read more... )

When my love swears that he is made of truth ( Read more... )

Got ill again today, something wrong with my stomach, on top of that my head hurts so bad I just want to put a bullet through it, so it'll stop. I'm surprised, my stepmom was actually worried about me. Missed the wedding I really didn't feel like going to, I'm just now feeling slightly bad about it. However if I had gone, I know I would be more ( Read more... )

Except I feel like I do nothing. I want to start taking dance classes and begin working out again cause my waist is a little cushy... but I have no idea when would be good for the classes ( Read more... )

I want to take a few summer courses, however the times of these courses conflict with work. So do I want money or do I want to advance my education? This somehow reminds me of a similar delima I've thought of on Discworld.
Le sigh.