dont take your family for granted.....love them and chrish the love you get in return. becuase everybody isnt going to live forever.... <3<3<3

its been pretty good.....things are panning out relativel nicely here but i am soooo CT sick. i would give alot to go up there just for a couple days to do a whole lot of well....ya know the things we all do. =D missing you. do you miss me now?

love her.... <3

im a failure and i realize it....so you can stop putting me on blast....im over it already....

if it could it would and if it couldnt it wouldnt but imagine if it wasnt i totally would be.......

leaving soon. its hardly real. i will miss him more than anyone will ever know (or at least it feels that way). it has been a rough road and its almost like no matter how hard i fight and no matter how much i love i still feel like theres something missing. for some reason theres something missing. its hard becuase sure i could be alot more open ( Read more... )

i keep bleeding.....keep keep bleeding.

oh love.....so good and so evil.....so we all just keep bleeding.

im so torn by this move i am about to make. its been such a tough transition emotionally. i think its becuase im not really ready to part with my life here. there are so many things i am going to miss that have really helped shape me as a person in the past 4 years. i have changed so much and healed so much i am not the same person. i wonder... ( Read more... )

soo in a recent post i talked about how hours are getting cut at my job and no OT and what not....well. How bout this for irony. everyone in the building worked this week...not only worked more but some people actually got OT. Why you ask, what is this job that kept everyone busy...finally?? well its a job we are printing for the state of Vermont ( Read more... )

soooo. im home now from the er. it was good fun gots to love getting poked with needles and probed and what not....cant beat it. . . so the verdict. i have a fibroid inside of my lady part (uterus - for those of you who need things to be a tid bit more blunt) .... its bleeding internally and causing me a great deal of pain....thank you fibroid - ( Read more... )