i spent a long time being silent, because i was afraid that whatever i said would be wrong. i think i'm finally realizing that no one really knows what the hell they're talking about anyway. some people are great actors, though. they have a lot of confidence with themselves, even when there are doubts in their minds. for me, if i am even ( Read more... )

she's thinking about me! and i will be dreaming about her :)

i just miss those friends, the ones that understood even when you didn't tell them. the ones whose aura would lift your spirits, even as you sat in silence. i don't often know what to say, because the feelings are just too overwhelming. i can't describe them with words, but i hope and pray that all of you know what you mean to me. i think that ( Read more... )

after years and years of thinking, i've discovered that it gets me nowhere. it makes me unhappy and depressed. it confuses me and makes me angry. i feel like i should just be like most people. i should just party all of the time. those people are the happiest. my brother's like them. he's happy. but what's the point? what's the purpose of ( Read more... )

Dear inner self ( Read more... )

my common sense keeps telling me that there's a light at the end of this, but it's hard to believe when all i can see is pitch black

When you walk, do you think you're subconsciously drawn to the beat, or does the music just like to follow your footsteps?

I've been so busy this semester, hardly have time to breathe. Things are calming down now, though. Went skydiving with my mom a couple of weeks ago ( Read more... )

( my babies )

Man I have been ignoring my computer all summer. So, I guess I will just blab about happenings this summer. Lots of camping. I love being out in the middle of nowhere, discovering hidden treasures. Ari and I went to Tripoli Rd up north and hiked up to the most beautiful pond I have ever seen. It was lucky too, because we just randomly picked a ( Read more... )