wow..its definitly been a while since i've even seen my journal...

oh well, you pretty much know what i've been up to if you're one of my friends....if not then you're obviously not a very good friend...shame on you...

now that i think of it...SOOO much has happened...especially lately
the best part of it all though, is that most of it has been good ( Read more... )

.:.:.:.:i miss him:.:.:.:.

.....and it makes me sad....

but oh well! i'll get over it!

we had to take our movies back...no more DONNIE DARKO!...he was cute too damnit!

well..last night was ummm odd i guess..i don't really know how to explain it..it was just defintely..different lol not bad though..def. not bad...heh

i told my mom i was gonna stay ( Read more... )

Tell me what you thought about when you were gone ( Read more... )

 I just got off the phone with Tim..stupid whore is having fun riding rides in Florida. He told me i should come down there but i don't think my moms up for the drive..so me and katie should drive lisa's car lol wouldn't that turn out great...

i have had this huge ass headache all day but i can't take any medicine for it cuz it will interferre w. ( Read more... )

I'm missing your bed, I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak
and this bottle of beast is taking me home.
I'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets
But you're not alone and you're not discreet.
You make sure I know, who's taking you home.
I'm reading your note over again.
There is not a word that I comprehend,
except when you signed it
"I ( Read more... )

Yeah, this week has definitely sucked..
i know that there's a point I've missed
Everything's fucking useless..
a shrine or stone i haven't kissed
And I'm getting really fucking tired of routine.
a scar that never graced my wrist
And all this bullshit.
a mirror that hasn't met my fist
And you know I'm getting really sick of fucking couples
I'm due for ( Read more... )

I just found out that Tim is worried that I care more about Dan than him..This wouldn't be the first time but he says I talk more about Dan on this thing. So I counted and he was right. 4 to 3 but that's not too bad. But I still feel kind of crappy cuz he's worried--which he shouldn't be. This sounds bad but oh well, Hopefully he'll got over the ( Read more... )

Some how Jake got the idea that I told him me and Dan were together. So Jake decided to tell Dan I told him that and some other stuff. So when I got online today I got to hear about it from Dan. I got pissed at Jake for lying about me, especially to Dan. I just didn't want him mad at me for it since it wasn't true but he's not so its all cool.

If I only had an ocean to compliment the sky ( Read more... )

Hmm...Well, I ACCIDENTLY slept through half the day. lol I couldn't fall asleep last night until finally around 6am. And then I couldv'e sworn I heard my mom come in and tell me I could stay home and sleep and if I need anything to call Dad but I think it was one of those half-asleep-hear-what-you-wanna-hear type of things. lol oh well! Hope she ( Read more... )