wow...so..its been..awhile. there has been so much to say, but i find that writing is no longer a thing that i find myself doing. You can only say so much and it doesnt change a thing. Do you ever feel like your just...there..like everything is going on around you but you're standing still...waiting for something to happen...just feel like there ( Read more... )

"I'm Sorry"

"Im sorry", those words come so fluently from you, you mean them this i know, but wat good is it? you wont do anything about it, even though you tryed, there is no use in it, im no longer going to cry. I liked you, maybe even loved, i was so infatuated with you, i just couldnt get enough. but you made the choice, to not move on,now im

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck!

Wow so this weekend was pretty shitty....there were some highlights...but they are going to remain silent...so yeah...lets jus say im goin to have a headache for a verty long time....grrr...syd u and i always get into trouble...exspecially when were together..hehe..oh well...so...People ask me why its so hard to trust people, i ask them why its so ( Read more... )

To you know who....from me ( Read more... )

wow so its been awhile....and ive got so much to say..and im fuckig lazy so im going to copy and paste from my xanga site....so yeah...fun stuff ( Read more... )

I am 64% Emo.

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You and i both know we'll never be, a dream maybe , a wonderful thought ....but realizing that we wont hurts more than the thought of not knowing. I wish I could change this but im afraid ive ran out of solutions, neither of us want to risk it...We know we would be happier with each other yet that doesnt change anything....so forever we will ( Read more... )

Wow so im here with Tanea its like 7:50 a.m...... fun stuff,fun stuff....so yeah new years was lame right randy..lol....yeah oh well that pizza gave me the shits..hehe...lol so anyways my mom ws drunk off her ass and pissed me off....i let her know it...ill prob. be grounded so randy if we cant come ova today its not my fault...lol well were goin ( Read more... )

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