I've been so emotional lately its ridiculous I was watching 7th heaven and I started bawling,
I know I wanted to stab myself it was crazy , I must be stressed or just crazy who knows..
Im worried about moving away to a place where I have no security ,I've been in the same place my whole life ,But If let fear keep me from living Ill die standing in ( Read more... )

So it's offical now ,were actually moving , I have mixed feelings about it
we wont be going until september at least and I plan on throwing a get together with some of my old friends to say goodbye. I am also very excited to go robert and I have decided that were getting out of this pitiful town with or without the family , Two people are already ( Read more... )

St. louis was awsome , opened my eyes to the small world i've been living in , we took a riverboat ride one
night the view was beautiful but holy shit the mississippi river is a muddy bitch
The next day we did something cool. It was called a murder mystery dinner
..yea I was like what the fuck is that...?
, but it was SOOO much fun , I highly ( Read more... )

eeck im so excited tomorrow night robert & I leave for missouri , his mom is paying for consierge level room in some fancy hotel on the shore of the mississippi river(in st. louis), I never get to travel and its the perfect time for an awsome vacation , the only downside is being in a car with jennifer(roberts teenage sister) for 8 hours she can be ( Read more... )

eeeep i havent been here in forever but you know what sometimes you have to write basically meanless stuff to pass the time or just to exhaust some tension , and yea i forgot my fucking myspace p/w & people are stalkers on there , i prefer wasting space here where no one reads it so here goes

good : me and robert are going to st. louis at the end of ( Read more... )

I just found out the most evil thing ever ..my mom is taking us down to florida not just becasue she wants to 'vacation" but because she wants to look for a fucking house so yea their are WAY more jobs there and all that shit but what about my friends ? what about my job ? what about MY life , I know im 18 and i could live here on my own legally if ( Read more... )

happy 2006 another year gone by how freaking surreal , This year went by sooooo fast , wtf next thing you know we'll be dead ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

I probably had the best christmas ever ! yay my favorite time of the year, last years was awful so i guess compared to it anything is good ,omg though on christmas eve me and robert got into our first accident ever ! no ne was hurt but it was crazy It was night we were on our way back from sterling Hieghts ,you know how alot of people go through ( Read more... )

amber you recently made a post and i think its great that you can reconize your faults , that way you can change ,you can better yourself and I have some things to tell you and I dont mean them to hurt you or make you angry but I think its time I Be honest with you ( Read more... )

so what's up with katherine .. alot .. most recently i woke up in the middle of the night with a mortifing pain in my lower back . i went to the er and I have an Ovarian Cyst . what the fuck .. this could slash my chances of ever getting pregnant I prob. need surgery ( Read more... )