Live jouranl wars are over. This will be my last journal entry under this name. If you want my new name let me know because my place to vent has become a elemetery school playground. So peace out, drama.

Last night was a sucess I must say and i was sober for ALL of it...huh??!? lol Justin and I had movie night with the girls and watched little women and then Stacy, Justin, Jesse and Brandon nad I went to go see Rocky and I lost my virginity :). I wore a corrsette (sp?) and yes I took a picture.. igot up on stage, took my paddling and it was great.. ( Read more... )

So my journal is going to be friends only from now on... To my friends that dont have livejournal I suggest you get an account if you would like to keep reading mine. I'm tierd of the drama and the livejournal wars because of what I put in MY journal.

Goodnight, and Good luck

Jax

Great night. I'm a pussy but still...great night. It left me with a smile and a warm and fuzzy feeling. I love our "date" nights... even if they are few and far between... they always leave me smiling.

I'm sorry I didnt go for it but I'm not dissapointed with the night. Spectacular night.

Cuddling under the smog... beat that.

ELPHABA ( Read more... )

I need to scream... I'm not allowed to say the following without causing a fight and I dont want to cause drama...so if you read this and it pisses you off...im sorry...i need to get it out... im not writing it to get to you or to be mean..im writing it for me ( Read more... )

So I had the worst birthday I have ever had...i guess that means next year is going to be good no matter what. I spent most of the morning alone, painting..which I enjoyed until Justin came downstairs and said he wanted to talk. I hadent really spoken to him in 3 days so I was interested to hear what he had to say. Justin wants to live alone next ( Read more... )

So midnight came and went...another decade gone... a birthday never felt so lonely...and its not even daylight yet... chris and david stood me up... justins gone into hiding, i hope hes ok... the silence of twenty years is deafening... why do i feel like cara was right... "no one cares about your birthday anymore ( Read more... )

Its a beautiful day outside and we just went house hunting...I love sunny days and skipping class.... Its the begining of my birthday weekend and I pray nothing goes wrong.... off to house hunt some more with lauren.... Hope everyone has a happy sunny day ( Read more... )

So... what was going to be the most badass birthday ever is slowly dwindling into an ok or even yet, shitting birthday.... Kelly cant come anymore and cara is comming in her place...she kinda just invited her self.... shes staying for 2 days....not in my bed... im putting my foot down goddammit. i dont want her here and i plan on telling her that ( Read more... )