yeah like i said last night ( Read more... )

 i feel like my life is falling apart. 
okay maybe not my life.. but my mind.. and my body.
im emotional exhausted. i cant take my mind anymore.. all i fucking do is think. think about anything and eveything. 
im done with it. 
yet ofcorse im not.
cuz there are unanswered questions.
unanswered feelings.
that are 
driving
me
up
the 
fucking
wall.
i feel like im ( Read more... )

different state.

same feelings.

different friends.

same feelings.

different school.

kinda the same feelings.

wish

distance

wasnt

that far.

need

friendship love.

hugs.

laughter.

thunderstorms.

reality.

broke.

need job.

need car.

alone.

werid state of mind.

wish it was an even better state of mind.

need.

want.

grass.

need.

want.

old ( Read more... )

 wow. i really do need to continue that entry. but not now.. im in college. and my life has done almost a complete 360 ( Read more... )

i duno i duno i dunooooooo i just dont know
life it nuts
its werid and crazy and i dont know what to think of it anymore.
all i know is i have to pee really badly right now so im gonna go do that,
pause:
okay im back
anyway.. last entry was december when i was in a rage and in GA for christmas, and all i did was talk about my feelings on the world, but ( Read more... )

no joke. im going crazy. im going to move to the fucking middle of no where woods so that i dont have to speak to or see anyone. im so fucking sick of everything and everyone ( Read more... )

i think thats the way its going to be, every year put a little post so i could look back at my self. lmao ( Read more... )

wow ( Read more... )

well birthday came and went. yeah just wasnt the same without my pammy. oh well. im gonna see her thursday! im gonna be so happy i think i could cry! i wanna to rite now. yayyaayayay to pam and robbie and rob, that lil family is missed so much here in ny. well me and maria are friends again, she just got her puppy today who is oh so adorableyup yup ( Read more... )

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