I got a new live journal. Just so I can pour my heart out.  For no reason.

Shoot my cupid out of the sky,
break off his wings
and gauge out his eyes.
I thank him for nothing
Cause that's all that he gave to me.
Your love is my heart disease.

first time i've been home with nothing to do in a while, so i took this from taylor.

9 lasts...

Last dollar spent: Being nice to Anthony

Last cigarette: ehh its been awhile

Last beverage: strawberry kiwi melon

Last movie: Just Friends

Last phone call: mi madre

Last song played: build me up buttercup

Last bubble bath: looong time

Last time you cried: last ( Read more... )

This is where I say I've had enough
and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now.
A walking open wound,
a trophy display of bruises
and I don't believe that I'm getting any better, any better.

Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring
and I'm thinking awful things
and I'm pretty sure that few would notice.
And this apartment
is starving for an ( Read more... )

Would it make a difference if you knew
that all these sad words revolve around you?
every letter that forms every word has
been inspired by everything you left unsaid...
would it be enough to know
you are the cause of all my pain...
would you care then?

"I used to cry to sleep at night
I used to think it was worth the fight
I used to think my whole existance
was to be the girl right by your side
I used to write your name in hearts
I used to see us in the stars
I used to see you in my dreams
I used to think you were meant for me
I used to see you everywhere
I used to shed so many tears
I used to think I ( Read more... )

Sort by song title:
First: "Tell That Mick He Just Made My List of Things to Do Today" Fall Out Boy.
Last: Your My Only Girl {Jenny} Barry Manilow

Sort by time:
Shortest: Introduction Panic! at the Disco 0:36
Longest: Konstantine Something Corporate 9:39

Sort by album:
First: !The Uprising Sound Revolution Vol. 2
Last: Your Favorite Weapon (Brand New)

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Please understand this isn't just goodbye,
this is i can't stand you

now you've got your fucking company,
so leave me be 
until the next time something 
" feels missing "
and i don't adore you, 
not anymore.