im so much like a guy that i hate it, because at the same time im such a girl ( Read more... )

sometimes, we have to let them feel that they're worth it.

)): two down, two more to go!
im slowly losing faith in myself, and this feeling sucks.
the thing i wanted most will not be mine, so i have to find new places to be. GRAR!

(one last hope, year 1 EOY!!)

hmmmmmmmmmmm, there is freedom of choice once more, and i might dislike it now, but who knows ( Read more... )

and then my soul saw you, and it kind of went "oh, there you are! i've been looking for you!"
how sweet, i want to meet this person my soul is finding.

sometimes, serious relationships just make me wanna have flings my whole life. omgg.
i cant help but wonder how much must i love the person in order to tolerate life tgt. )):
and this makes me sad.

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gah. i hate feeling inadequate, because (deep down) i know its the truth.
i just got my first rejection today, and despite it being not what i want, and despite me knowing i will not get it;
i still feel quite damn useless. ><

hai, if only lady luck will be on my side for the next 2 things?
praypraypray~!

yay to job offer. other than that. booo.

and omg, i have such a smooth sailing life that sometimes, i wish there was something different.

ok on a sidenote,
if i get an acceptance from any of the 3 (law, usp, kpmg) im gonna treat myself to a DSLR. if not, normal digital cam! ));
im really hoping i get into my ideal? which i dont know is exactly what, if ( Read more... )

if someone who asks me that is rather goodlooking, i think i wont hesitate. gosh, im soooooooooooo superficial. LOL

its always nice to know that you appear to be much better than how you actually feel about yourself. :D YAYNESS :D
(this was because i was praised on my public speech on angles, whee! first time ever!! )

i have an interesting brain, i ( Read more... )

awwwwww ( Read more... )

this is one of the times where you just wished you never did what you did.
and tell you this feeling is horribly horrendous. atrocious, and intolerable.

you just wanna get the hell out of here. tmd. 
i didnt really mean to hurt you, i didnt want to, and i was just telling my friend something i think should be aware of.
but omg, i cant believe my friend ( Read more... )

i want to be able to said,

hey ya i was lucky but im good :D

 youyouyou. :D