i wonder how i let this happen to myself. URGH.

you have no will to change it
your heart has a mind of its own
it chooses what makes it flutter and what not.

i hope i have more choices actually.......

ok things to do before i fly off for merely 10 days:

1) sign up for camps
2) Cleo lucky draw (when i come back!)
3) exchange another 500
4) check out EXACT LOCATION OF SM :D
5) learn my readings PLANEEE
6) shopping list
7) presents list
8) ask tutee re-package or not
9) calculate budget
10) make packing right
11)pack my room
12) return lib books
13) see if got ( Read more... )

Name:mememe!Date:Wednesday 9th 2010f June 2010 05:30:32 PMColorgenics Number:1/0/7/6/2/5/3/4/
At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps ( Read more... )

am going korea in less than 3 daysssss OMG THE EXCITEMENT IS SLOWLY SINKING IN BIT BY BIT DAY BY DAY. <3<3<33333 ( Read more... )

HAI. SUJU ( Read more... )

im in such irritable moods nowadays i find it hard to find peace at heart.

we always try to keep ourselves busy by working, by doing whatever we can find to do, because once we stop, we dont know what else to expect anymore.
the empitiness creeps in and makes you shudder. it makes you afraid of what life's gonna give you. 
(i need to practice my ( Read more... )

the first half of the year gave me the worst negative feelings i have in my whole life. its the constant hitting of lows and shizz, that now im glad im moving on.

but i want to learn, learn how to be genuinely happpy and loving.
and i need to learn, motivation from the heart.

(hope i can do it!)

i'm so caught up in that idea, i find it hard to move on.
i want to focus more on my own life, and then everything will come to you!

i need to learn to love.

oh, and its good to feel motivated, because i seldom do.

my feelings are out of my control.

i need someone new in my life. )):