sometimes, lately, i've felt as though i should be wearing a seat-belt... even though i'm sitting or standing still... in a chair... on a stationary bike... basically, in a building...

today marks the first time i have seen california/my house/my cat/my parents in 6 months ( Read more... )

it's great when you're about to graduate and you have well ( Read more... )

i feel adrift

i knew there had to be a catch

a sick and twisted twist of fate?

oh the roller coasters... always more than i bartered for. 
i'm hoping beyond hope this is an acute case and will be closed very soon indeed.

3 hours of sleep and 8 hours of work and a whole whirlwind of thought and feelings and i just think of how...

maybe when you're talking someone else overhears, you never expect to be heard, your words so well digested to the point that they are later given response from a different direction in a different form... you find that someone is speaking ( Read more... )

deception

whether deliberate or not

i was going to go to bed.  instead i feel like being introspective with my computer.  i feel like time is passing too quickly... like i'm running out of it in this really scary way ( Read more... )

whew.  two months later classes have begun.  i no longer spend 22 hours a day with 12 and 13 year olds.  i need to get use to showering regularly again, changing clothes more often than once every 3 or 4 days, and using my full vocabulary plein de "bad words", become familiar once again with the wonders of beer, and getting back into the habit of ( Read more... )