I was always tought growing up that general lesson of "The truth shall set you free". Or similliar things that fall along those lines. It wasn't untill today that I relized, it's one of the most un~true sayings I have ever heard. I have unintentionally, and intentionally hurt a few of my friends lately. At the time it all felt like it was the only ( Read more... )

When finally set free our hearts can rest in peace.
R.I.P
Robert A. Moog
05/23/34 ~ 08/21/05

I went to visit my past today, to bad no one was home.

(Takes a deep breath....count to ten)
In case that did not express the tension, and sadness im feeling right now, take your hand make a fist, and punch a brick wall about five times with all your strength, now fall to your knees and weep for causing yourself pain you didn't need.
"If the world is ending I toast to it"

~She says "Goodbye Love", as I become better at lying to myself~
~"I hate you and it's your fault"~
~When the truth is, you hate because it's mine~
~Can someone please tell me when reality started hurting so much?~

You are not really paying attention, and suddenly, you notice a song that you have heard a million times before. But never took the time to pay attention to. You think to yourself "this is a great song, one of the best I have ever heard". So you start to listen to it frequantly, sing the words in your head, and hum or sing the melody aloud. Then ( Read more... )

Things can change so fast. The people that where here, and always there for you can dissapear between breaths. Sometimes you don't know how much you care for someone till its to late. I just wish I could have seen her one more time..I wish I could have said goodbye.

Shame on me for holding you so tightly
as if it would change your gone
im sorry that I couldnt see
I can only have you in these songs.

Winter is almost here:
Jackets
bad memories
cold hearts
reasons to go outside
more stars at night
and so much more..
I love winter.

My promis to you,
it's been an epic at best...