Wow..hehe, I have no idea who reads this..just wanted to say that I have a new account under the name mrs_mouw. My life changed so much that I just decided to start all over again ( Read more... )

I don't have much to write because I have gotten back into the groove of writing in my paper journal. I will most likely pick this up again when my internet is working again...in like 5-6 weeks..Sorry, can't help it. I do though want to say that I am doing much better...but that's only me. The others I am not so sure about. But things are going ( Read more... )

Wow...I don't even know where to start. I have definitely lost it this last week. I have made it to one class all week, this morning. I don't even remember the days before this one. It was all a blur. I think. I barely remember counseling on Tuesday. My inside is upside down. Still. I saw that my last entry was about something going on inside, and ( Read more... )

Something is going on inside because there is a lot of commotion and noise..and I can't figure out what the heck it is. It is making me irritable and upset and I have no idea what to do about it. I just want Dan to hold me until I calm down but he wants to know what's wrong, and I have no idea what to tell him because I'm incredibly happy and I can ( Read more... )

I got to catch up with Aaron last night and it was really nice because I miss talking to him like I did last year. And Lisa spoke with him on a more exciting note, gave him a hug, and asked him to talk to her about God. It's amazing to me. I love it. I'm just so happy. I missed my morning class because of alarm clock issues for once, but made it to ( Read more... )

Yeah, haven't written in a while..I worked every single day since last tuesday and it's been hectic. And now I'm impatiently waiting a paycheck this week because I'm kind of a TON in the hole at the bank and I really really hope they are nice to me and let it slide this time. my car payment bounced...*sigh* I am usually a lot more careful..but ( Read more... )

GET UP..STUDY..BE PRODUCTIVE..YA HEAR ME? DO IT. DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT..NOW GET UP AND WORK HARD..I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU IN THAT BED. DO YOU WANT TO GET THE BEST SCORE EVER ON YOUR TEST TOMORROW? THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT...NOW GET TO IT.

Jackson is beautiful. He really is and I love him to death ( Read more... )

So that video wasn't very fun. I just finished because I had to take lots of breaks. Now I'm only going to get 3 hours of sleep before work...and I told myself previously that I had to make sure to get enough sleep tonight...*sigh* well, hopefully tomorrow night...i feel drunk right now. Whatever. As long as I feel like I can sleep..I don't ( Read more... )

It really really is. *happy sigh* Okay, so anyway..guess what guess what guess what? I learned how to change my oil today. I just got back. At noon I went over to Dans and he taught me how to do it so now I can do it myself next time. Then we hung out with his mom for awhile and then went to Pamida because it's closing to see if there were any good ( Read more... )