I recently noticed how staged and rehearsed everything is.

Man do I hate that. Because it's like, people recite things that they were taught in order to manipulate the situation. Like sales reps do to sell. Or police do to make the suspect talk. Or how some therapists do to get people to open up. Whether it's used to help people or persuade them, ( Read more... )

I think I'm hard on myself a lot.
Basically, I really wish i was good at every single thing I try. I don't just want to try or pass or get by. I want to SUCCEED.
I think that's what the United States has done to me.
I think it's what my busy-work-addicted parents have done to me.
Maybe it's a good thing.
But it's so aggravating sometimes.
To have the ( Read more... )

Leaving for Oregon tomorrow! 
Wish me luck on my final and speech test.

I feel really calm and rejuvinated right now..
mmm its probably cause of jacuzzi and grant last night :P 

This June has seriously just been a fucked up month... I think for pretty much everyone.

Mike is a douchebag.
I'm not "giving up" my friends to a "corporation."
I'm practicing my demo with people I feel comfortable with so I can make some real money from selling things that people want and use.
Everyone has a choice to whether or not they buy something.
You can use the word "yes" or the word "no."
It's really very easy.
I don't pressure ( Read more... )

I'm excited for work :D

I think the main thing about it is that I feel like this opportunity will really give me a chance to not just show the people I work with what I can do, but myself. I mean yeah, I keep taking on all these things to really prove to myself that I have the ability to succeed. So that I can see for myself that I can really reach ( Read more... )

My aunt had a stroke.

She isn't paralyzed, it's a different kind of stroke that I guess doesn't happen to a lot of people.
Her brain hemoraged blood in the part of her brain that stores memory, so now she doesn't remember things.
She has some trouble walking.
She gets a lot of headaches.

She doesn't recognize me any more.

I've finally found a job!! :D With monies!!

I sell knives bitches.

I'm just a "do-er," an adventurer. Keep up with it.

It was funny that I was talking to guy that's on the COX commercials, as if he were an actual therapist. We weren't in a room though. It was outside, like in a park because I could feel breeze and I saw trees swaying. We were at like a little bar sitting on swivle stools talking. And he said ( Read more... )