ive decided im on a downhill...its a slow one..but im goin downhill...in a month ill be superdrepressed...im going to be back in school...so its back to all of the insults..but im going to head them straight off with my mowhawk and my grungy clothes..i will not care if they try to call me gay...cause i know otherwise and i could care less. if you ( Read more... )

i really dont know what to say..i wanted to update though, im readin the rest of a farewell to arms and i hate it...once im done with this entry i gotta get back to readin...my mood isnt really waht i said...i just figured itd sound fun to say it...its a fun word...gloomy...remember in pokemon? there was a gloom! woooo, that thing was weird as fuck ( Read more... )

all im thinkin bout is amanda...cause i associate the song by finch-letters to you with her...ill just say whats running through my head....
i want you to know that..i miss you, i miss you so bad..
i want you to know that...im gone...blablalalablaalba, something more
it jsut reminds me of amanda...

yeah my bands name is unfiltered..it consists of garrett who plays drums, khristina who sings, and the lovely me who plays guitar and sometimes could give backup vocals if we work on it...i met garrett last sunday..and we just like started talkin and stuff and it wound up with me spendin the night at his house and with sunday and monday gettin ( Read more... )

im higher than anything...and im like just sittin here just like woooo and man...i just am feeling it so much yet i can type normal still...i played guitar earlier...i played radiohead and nirvana and the clash, all of them are soooooo much fun, but yeah, ill ttyl, bye world...

guess what i figured out? for like the last week or so ive been puttin down june when its july..thats how far behind ive been in this lj...but yeah...today i wanted to sleep...i barely did...last night i stayed up till 5..woke at 8...did vbs...came home..slept 4 hours...got online...that was about it..the closing thign for vbs was fun..me and john ( Read more... )

Im such a lazyass...i dont do anything all day, i sit on the computer, i play guitar and make up some amazing stuff...yet when do i use it? NEVER, i need to start actually workin on gettin signed, i need to talk to the drummer and be like dude lets get this down and get a demo out, i dont wanna have to freakin pay all the money for the stupid demo ( Read more... )

yeah...i did, in vbs..with like little craft supplies, mine was so awesome, it had like so much crap on it and it floated in my pond...but down at lakeside it sucked so much ass...then i made a new one, mainly ballons and sails...and man that thing kicked ass..it beat johns so freakin bad..and i talked to sammy today! woooo, shell see this ( Read more... )

im bored as hell...anyone willing to get me drunk? please??? ill be your best friend...im so bored out of my mind...i cant even think of anything new to play on guitar, im in an artists block..a brain fart...i dont know, its just like i wanna sleep forever...so yeah...COME GET ME AND I WILL DO ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!! i dont care what it is...i want an

im bored as hell...anyone willing to get me drunk? please??? ill be your best friend...im so bored out of my mind...i cant even think of anything new to play on guitar, im in an artists block..a brain fart...i dont know, its just like i wanna sleep forever...so yeah...COME GET ME AND I WILL DO ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!! i dont care what it is...i want an