i watched 'Closer' for the first time the other night. i think it was the one you mentioned you saw one time when i had hurt you. it threw me a bit, but that's not hard lately. i was driving to dads for dinner tonight, and listening to a song that makes me think of you, and everything. and i nearly started crying again. (maybe what you said is ( Read more... )

it was an old friends wedding on saturday. i came home early on friday for it ( Read more... )

hi,
um, i only really use this as a message board to you now. i don't think you are reading it anymore, so i might not be on here much in the future. just makes me depressed.

i miss you, i hope some day you will be able to talk to me again.

i love you.. good bye. *hugs*

all i wanted was to know you are still alive, and to find out how you are doing.
i can't talk to you so.
i apologized to her in the e-mail.

i guess i will just be waiting to hear from you then.

hi, if you are still reading these at all, can you leave an entry please. just to let me know you are still there. i miss you.

went ok.

it was bins b-day yesterday. she is having a party tonight, and, um.. i think sherbs is going to be there. not sure how this is going to effect me yet. especially without you to talk to.
naturally i have been drinking and smoking since i got up, and will have other stuffs when i get there.
if i call you tonight i am sorry.. i will try not too.

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i'm not leaving tomorrow. i have offered to do a few extra days to cover my back to back, and Gav who has hurt his back. i'll be here till thursday at least, maybe friday, possibly next week.
don't really care if i'm here or at home at the moment anyway. this is a good place to hide from me.

god, i am so sorry for what i have done to you. i don't know what to do. i don't know if there is anything i can do ( Read more... )