Because you kill me...you know you do you kill me well...

[absinthequeen]

It's so messed up the power I let him have over me. He calls me and tells me to come over and I'm there. Then just as easily he dismisses me to go over to another girls house. And....I leave.....without a kiss....or anything. He asks me 6 times what I'm doing that night and I say nothing over and over again....hoping that he wants me to be with

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[imperfectrose]

it seems to me that it isn't even a decision, it's just inevitable, and it sounds like you have to do it. and i think it will be better if you do it rather than wait for him to do it. i know you don't think you're strong enough, but i also know that you have that strength hidden inside you and if you feel like you have it for even half a minute, take that time, call him, and say it's over.

and you will find someone who's the right person for you. i know you will.

and you should come visit.

[absinthequeen]

I called.... he broke up with me... it's over..........and my heart will never be the same. I need to get away.