Comments | absinthequeen: Why can't we be friends, why can't we be friends?

absinthequeen

Why can't we be friends, why can't we be friends?

Feb 12, 2007 10:14

Son of a bitch! I am now learning how to be angry at Keith rather than hurt. He said that night that he would always be here for me and he still wants to be friends. At the time, it hurt too much to even think of the prospect...but yesterday, when I came out of my too many sleeping pill coma I was suddenly over it. Really it was strange...but ( Read more... )

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xhollywoodlandx February 13 2007, 05:18:44 UTC

they don't really mean "let's be friends"...it's just a thing they say.
however my ex decided to text me last weekend twice and call....wanting to talk to me, thinking it would be nice.
and he told me that apparently he had been showing my site to people he's working at because he was "bragging" at how "pretty" he thought I was. He tells me this...right? But then I am told he is seeing someone now. Um....great guy trying to be "friendly" with me as he calls it...while he's with someone else. The guy has not changed.
And neither will yours. Just let your life be free of b.s.
I am still broken...and worse off since yesterday.
It's not good to dig up the past.
just don't try.

absinthequeen February 15 2007, 16:34:53 UTC

That's what most people are telling me...But I know that I can't....I just can't do that without some sort of closure. With Eeyan...as much as people said he was an asshole...he came to me after he had ended it and said we need to get together and talk and although I never told him how hurt I was...I never told him all the things I wanted to...we ended it on a good note...we ended it... Now I love Eeyan...well not like that...But we're freinds and I have fun hanging with him and he likes hanging with me. With Keith it's harder because I care a lot more... Before we even started anything he promised me he would always be here, that he wasn't going anywhere....and the night he broke up with me he tried to hold me and he said it all again...and I said something or something happened in his brain that he just got angry and walked away and since then has shut me out. And it hurts and he is is blank about it...I wish he would just tell me what he was thinking...but it's like I did something and he just done... and it....it hurts to ( ... )