It won't find me....
Buried here in my endless want!
Voice unheard because I can't speak up.
Clear my throat,
Devise a plan....
Stop fearing Life,
Understand.
 

For all that I've seen,
Fortunate and  Forsaken.

Time dissipates the Shock.

Does nothing for my isolation,
or my want for retrogression.

Left far to long with my thoughts.

Synthetic Happiness, fill in the holes.

There must have been a point ( Read more... )

Open your eyes and your mind will criticize ( Read more... )

Tonight I sit in peaceful me.

Table cluttered with implements of art & chi tea.

Timeless artifacts gather scribble like cobwebs.

Coffee house hum with perfect window seat.

This is Paris, as out of place as me.

Fair weather far away ( Read more... )

This time thing is a joke. Years feel like weeks, and there are eternal hours mixed with little sleep. 
It would seem I'm lost again,. 
Saying that which I've already lived...
In words uttered poorly.
I will rip myself apart and see what is real....

Adoring fans, I'm back again, to show you I never promised you a thing*...

Lucas, if your out there I want ( Read more... )

I learned 4 of the best rules over the last couple of days ( Read more... )

This new life is scary. I am weak and confused.
I must toughen up...so here is my cataloged attempt.
Do I get welcomed back or stoned? ::LAUGHS::