had a really good day.

i totally have a crush on this really cute guy i know.

this makes me happy.

i had fun this past weekend. i managed to escape the family trip to asheville and instead got to hang out with mad, joey and taylor. which was fun. i like being downtown. i also attempted some christmas shopping and spent way too much time in target. but i'm not really complaining about that.

today was good too despite the yucky weather. the house ( Read more... )

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well break has come and gone. it didn't go as i had anticipated it to, but i guess thats just the way it goes. just the same i had fun.

in short:

- i had a thanksgiving i'll never forget

- spent crazy amounts of time trying on every kind of dress you can imagine

-gained a new appreciation for the color yellow

-lived through the awkwardness of dad' ( Read more... )

yes i confess i haven't written in awhile so i will make up for it now. . .

i managed somehow to go to the mall today with mad in search of dresses for the dance. well we found everything but dresses. it was sad. i was listing all the things i would have bought if i had a cent of money. i'm already thinking about spending money that i don't have.
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soo like my typical thursday i went to art. big suprise there. and i left in this amazingly unexplainable good mood in which i felt like i could conquer the world.

so i decided today, well actually i've known for a long time but i'm just now putting it into writing, some of my life goals i MUST do. i must revist California, travel overseas to ( Read more... )

i have finially finished the dreaded art critique of andrew wyeth, only a day late and never having gone to see his exhibit at the mint. thank the lord for google. this is unlike me, i'm the girl who always jumps to go to art exhibitions. and gets A's in art. oh no not this year or at least not under the teachings of wittfeld!

what ever happened to ( Read more... )

i think my lividness had worn down so that i can look at things in a more rational perspective and ok i was being a little too dramatic earlier. i was just caught up in the events of a really bad day. i take back what i said earlier i know i'm not a failure i just felt shitty because life at home has just sucked recenlty.  its just because of my ( Read more... )

i fail at life. i'm sorry.

there are so many feelings that i wish i knew how to put into words. and even if i did know how to tell you i wonder what you would say. i hate feeling so vulnerable and sensitive. i just wish i knew where all of this is going. or if i'm setting myself up for disapointment. i hope not. i really hate not knowing...

i'd really love to think kissing ( Read more... )