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 geez. . .so everything was going great today and then come last class i get my phone stolen. how fucking typical. i feel terrible, it was a brand new phone. plus i really liked it and now some son of a bitch has it. how low is that. its amazing how many bitches there are in the world!

but anyways todays my little sisters birthday, she's 13! it ( Read more... )

ok so tomorrow is mad's SWEET 16. ut ohhh. so of course theres got to be this huge costume party tomorrow with a million people invited. which she was all syked about UNTIL her lovely boyfriend didn't think he would be home for her birthday. so that bummed her out. and being the nice friend that i am. i convinced my mom out of the kindness of my ( Read more... )

so school was long today. i kept falling alseep in all my classes. although ironicly i didn't manage to get one bit of good sleep.

after school things improved. me and mad convinced the mama into takin us on a quick stop at old navy. *suprise suprise* she was thouroughly pissed at me. but then again no suprise there my mom is always pissed at me in ( Read more... )

i didn't really care that i missed church again. i needed the sleep and it felt nice. all i felt like being was lazy. i didn't even feel the urge to get dressed. no one to impress and basically no need to. i had the whole house to myself. and thats just the way i like it. i played sims 2 for awhile. i've never been addicted to a game like i have ( Read more... )

well i tried scarowinds tonight. andrew offered me a free ticket and i didn't see any reason to pass up the oppertunity. suprisingly i'd never been before. it was about what i expected though. every haunted house has three things, creepy corners, freaky people, and a rank fog so that you have no idea where your headed. sadly i thought thunder road ( Read more... )

i'm so frustrated right now i could cry. i could just sit here and ball my eyes out and not even be able to tell you why. that can't be healthy.

but mad's comin over soon so all that i just wrote will change and i'll be perfectly content. as fucked up as i know that sounds, its so true. i can see it now. we'll come back to my house and just chill. ( Read more... )

i can't sleep. i know i'm going to be really tired in the morning, i've just got so many things on my mind. i can't help it. . .

i like to be optimistic about my future. i'd like to think one of these days i'll find "the guy." the guy to be head over heals in love with me. the guy everyone will see as an average ordinary guy, but to me i'll see ( Read more... )

well break is bascially over. that means school bright and early in the morning, geez how depressing.but fall break was good while it lasted. . .

friday i went SHOPPING with mad at old navy yet again. and yet again i got some good stuff. . .later that night i hung out with mad and jonathon. what a funny guy he is!

saturday was awesome. i got to go ( Read more... )

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