So I went and saw the dark knight again today. I loved it. I love catching things I missed the first time but I love watching the things I loved about the movie again. I got my first letter from Dave today... bleh.. no fuckin mail tomorrow.. god damn sundays... I'm starting to miss him... but I hate him all at the same fuckin time.. I'd have to say ( Read more... )

I get to go see Dave tomorrow. I'm happy about that. I gotta bring the babe... this will be a new experience. I'm starting to miss Dave. Friday I'ma go see a movie with Dad and probably go donate blood and register to win a 50" plasma HDTV. JUST what I've always wanted! TEEHEE! Maybe I'll get lucky. :D I donno why those people called me.. but ( Read more... )

Dave is in jail again.. heh.. I'm not too upset about it. If he had been with me on a daily basis I would be... but I'm used to him being away. Which is still shitty all in itself. The charge will defiantly be different this time... hell oddly enough he only had one bench warrant. So that's EXTREAMLY nice. Anyways... I'm so god damn tired.. the ( Read more... )

I keep wiggin out... I haven't just yet on Dave... but keep coming close to wanting to pick up the phone and do so....

I'd give anything... ANYTHING... just to have him hold me for a few hours... I need his affection.... and I hate this dumb shit so much...

I need him...

I got my baby back! He was with his daddy from Monday til this afternoon. Didn't get to see Dave then because I was shopping. Then Dita left after she got done baking. She went with me to the mall so I could get some shorts and things I needed. Then she came back at 5 and we went to the movies. Dave called while we were in the movies. Heh.. he ( Read more... )

So... I'm just totally stressed out. I want love... affection... dick.... I hate this shit... it reminds me AND feels like being with fuckin Adam... it's horse shit... I'm stressed out all the time. I want my husband... but I fear that.. I'll never again have the man that I fell in love with. I'm still very deeply in love with him. I have no stress ( Read more... )

Heh.. I forgot to add that I'd been in and out of the hospital about a total of 6 times. I had to have my gall bladder removed. And after I had that surgery I had to go back.. because I turned yellow... they left a stone that I had passed in one of my ducts. So my billy ruben was all up... and it made me itch every place and I just felt shitty ( Read more... )

Well.. my puter has been down a while plus been busy with the baby. He's so gorgeous! My lil pimp! LOL Dave and I have been working on issues... heh.. just one more month and we won't be a statistic! Davion had his shots on Wendsday.. It was awful... Dave said he didn't ever want to do that again. LIKE I WANT TO! Heh... my lil feller has Acid ( Read more... )

So... I had Davion on the first at 4:32 PM. He was six pounds and seven ounces and 19 inches long. He's the cutest thing in the world. So adorable. Been having some issues with Dave... *sighs* I love him to no end. Anyways. Davion is healthy and extreamly happy. He's very mellow. Doesn't really fuss at all. He's a good baby. Heh.. I suppose I ( Read more... )

Do the simplest things ever make you melt??? Just like... I love you, Baby.... *BEAMS BRIGHT* Man... I love this shit... teehee!