Ok.. So... still at home unfortunately and Dave and I are good. Paying off bills and there hasn't been any court for the apartment. They say that I own them 237 dollars and that's it! :D I'm ecstatic! So everything is all good in that hood. LOL Davion will be 2 next month... god... it's hard to believe. I had a miscarriage on the 30th of November ( Read more... )

Ok... so here goes... I have lost my apartment... and I'm gonna be waiting to go to court on that fuckin shit. Things with Dave and I are right now spectacular. Heh.. I can hardly believe it myself. If I ever see Emily I will literally go off the fuckin chain on her. Stupid ass fuckin hooker. Umm... back at the rents.. It's ok so far. Got lots of ( Read more... )

Well life is going I guess... Dave is in jail again and won't be out until April. Or march if I have the bail out money... which I doubt. I don't even want to try. He cheated on me and I need a break from his stupid shit anyways.. the drugs and drinking have to be out of our lives. It's gone too far. On top of the cheating he knocked the girl up. ( Read more... )

Well.. there's been alot of shit going on and I'm not even going to explain much of it. I'm stuck in a fuckin rut.. due to certain things that have happened in my life. More and more I'm starting to hate my husband... yeah... like really hate him. Some of the things he does are NOT suitable to even be trying to raise a child. He'll never change. He ( Read more... )

Well... Things are going great... I mean just since I've changed my attitude... everything is going super wonderful with Dave and I. He's spending more time with me now... I'm not emotional. I talk to him when I have a problem. I treat him as if it was the last day I was going to see him. I'm nice and not mean. Even when he was drunk and being mean ( Read more... )

If you're sleeping are you dreaming ( Read more... )

So.. Dave and I talked a long time yesterday... and just confused things even more... and now I'm still very worried about him leaving... I've got to call Allanon... to see when they have some meetings that I can go to. I just want everything to be right! I love my husband deeply...and I'm going to leave if he does leave me... I can't take another ( Read more... )

Jesus FUCK!!! I swear to christ these people are RETARDED! The judge ordered Dave to call court services when he was out of jail... He got out of Kent county on the fourth... he's in Ottawa right now... he gets a letter telling him to report to them like the judge ordered because he got out of KENT COUNTY!... now... these ass fucks KNEW he had two ( Read more... )

So.. my life right now seems in shambles... and I am utterly and totally stressed the fuck out...The man I love most in the world is in jail and because of the past year..(how he's treated me) and such I pretty much hate him. I can't seem to just let go. I want to.. but I don't know how. I want to start over... I want to be happy... but with all ( Read more... )

Dave got PR bonded out of Kent county today! THAT IS SO AWESOME! He may be home sooner than I thought. He'll be going to Ottawa county and then shitty Newaygo county! *JUMPS FOR JOY* Man... this is so awesome! :)