what the hell is my problem... i cannot focus and just get this stupid thesis done. i have really been trying but no matter what i do, i just get so overwhelmed, that i give up. i hate that i haven't had any direction in my thesis. i feel like if i had someone who was really knowledgeable and could help and point me in the right direction, i ( Read more... )

so i have this thesis thing that has been looming over my head and yet, i find every other distraction i possibly can. i just don't want to do it. in fact, i will clean, do other homework, have a freakin' tooth pulled, anything ELSE. serious. i hate it!!!! thats pretty much all that is going on. i do have to have my intro done by friday night ( Read more... )

1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? -- thats easy my sister or zoe ( Read more... )

i really should be studying, but i can't. so many emotions, all good, some a little unsettling. i am not ready to leave yet. i do not have anything together. my visa was messed up so had to send it back...what can you do? i still have four more nights of cna...its killing me, but at the same time, i haven't felt more alive. weekly, someone in ( Read more... )

1. WHAT WERE YOU DOING LAST NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT ( Read more... )

i just want some peace and quiet ( Read more... )

i had a lot of fun tonight.
there was really little to no drama, which is always good,
but i still am anxious.
i can't wait for tanzania.
eugene is choking me.
i need a change of scenery.
i need a change in company.
i need sta.
nyc is quite lucky to have her.
those couple of days there will be so grand.

zoe is calling, must go.

love you.

talked to an old friend for hours tonight ( Read more... )

have you ever wondered why you are here? or why you have the life that you have, not the neighbor's or someone living in india? why you live the way you do...and then really, truly realize that there really is NO reason for why your life turned out the way it did. how there really is no logical explanation why you had to have braces while timmy ( Read more... )

TEN FIRSTS ( Read more... )