This weekend was amazing, like really wonderful. It felt so good to be in our new apartment with him, it felt good to have him come home from work to me at night, and it just all felt so right. Leaving was really hard, we were both very upset and hurt. But ill be back there this weekend, thank god. I can’t decide what i'm going to do about moving. ( Read more... )

I hate this. i hate having him an hour and fifteen mintues from me,its just too damn far for me to have to go to see him. i hate that im too much of a baby to tell my family im leaving, i just dont know how, because i want to be able to come home i dont want to be kicked out of my family like they did to andrew. this is my home and i want to be ( Read more... )

so the realities of life begin to set in. i want to go, so badly i want to go,but there are so very many things standing in my way, everything from school and not having enough time to get everything transfered to southern maine in time for next sememster, to how on earth will i tell my family to doubting his desire to be with me to not being able ( Read more... )

i wish i knew which way was up, which way was out, out of the pain and out of my life. i cant do anything to make it all stop, there is so much too much going on inside my head and my heart. do i even know what love is anymore? do i know if i ever had it ifive ever known it? i just want it all to stop, everytime i turn around im either getting ( Read more... )

theres this little voice in the back of my head that keeps saying "whats wrong with you? what are you doing? you love that boy and you know it now call him ( Read more... )

i hate it when the thing we love the most and have treasured for so long is taken away by someone who doesnt even have half a clue that they are stealing something youve loved longer than they've known it existed

so yea not to much has happened since my party week ( Read more... )

so someone should remind me that having two aprties in two days both in my house is not a very smart idea as far as being able to function enough to clean goes... lol ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do with this

should i have seen it comming? of course. did i? of course not

i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it

right now the presidential adress is on;
11 stations in english
2 in spanish
1 in french

anyone care to shut him up any time soon?
it would be very greatly apreciated