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[absolutsublime1]

You know how you meet someone and you just convince yourself how great they are and totally forget reality and get so sucked in, and maybe you just so want to believe, believe in something, and then when you realize nothing is perfect and then it all comes crashing down and everything you brainwashed yourself and tried to look past doesn't seem so

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[theater_chica]

I can really relate about having a hard time saying no even when I know it isn't a good situation for me to be in. I think I've FINALLY really gotten over Jesse...but who knows. I still always end up crying when I go over there to get stuff and all that, and look at how horrible I was in that situation. I guess as we grow up all the hurt we went through just keeps piling up and eventually one day we realize by just walking away from some of these situations we eliminate pain in the long run. At least I'm hoping that happens because if it doesn't I'm really scared I'm going to end up in the looney bin or something!!! *big hugs* Feel free to hit me up any time or call or whatever. I know I'm such a nightowl so it makes it hard but the offers there if you feel like chatting.

[siciliansinger]

I wouldn't take you off my friends list. ;)

[owndisaster]

aww i totally could ahve written that entire first paragrpah. word for word im feelin that.
and im glad you are posting again. i was starting to miss you. and all your away messages said "DONT IM ME!!" haha