So its been so freakin long since I've posted here! Things in my life are so amazing right now! I had a rough day yesterday but other then that I'm great! I have met the most amazing man I've ever met in my life! He's gone through all the hoops I've thrown at him. It's only been a few months but wow, he's great!

Had breast reduction surgery on monday! I'm doin really good! I look different! I really love how I look now. The doctor did an amazing job!

So I've been handling this whole cancer situation very well up until tonight. I know everything will be ok but now things are finally starting to hit me. I'm scared...I know it may not be bad but its still scary. What happens if it turns out worse in the end? What happens if really does only last 5 years? He may not see me get married...Have kids ( Read more... )

I dont know how the doctors keep on messing up. I'm just happy the diagnosis isn't a death sentence like we had originally though. Thankfully J is bein so supportive

So the doctors messed up...My dad doesn't have cancer!

And it scares the hell out of me. how much more can our family go through? It was a year ago he was in a coma and now this.....I can't do this again...

I'm tired and I'm irritated. Jeremiah came into town this weekend. Thought we got stuff figured out. He said he wanted to get back together and I said some things needed to change. Me bein crazy I thought maybe he could change and yet he's already back to his old self. Not tellin me what's bothering him, bein snotty over text messages...Not callin ( Read more... )

I'm sad..My future husband lol

bored bored. i have like 2 hours left. its already 5 am so that's a plus. Ronny from work drives me nuts. I dont know what it is about him. I've never had someone who can touch me and my body reacts teh way it does. He can just touch my hand and I get butterflies everywhere and my body heats up. He said the same thing happens to him. He's stuck ( Read more... )

SO Im chillin at work and definitely enjoying the scenery hehe. All the boys that work here are H-O-T! hehe. I can't believe I've been with the company for over a year. I'm definitely greatful that I'm downstairs and not upstairs anymore. I hated it up there. I am in love with my apartment! It's great bein downtown! I can walk to the bars etc. ( Read more... )