so i now realize i have about, 3 real friends. one of them being my boyfriend. all of my friends are changing, and i seem to be staying back in the crowd, staying the same. i feel the same. everyone says im the same. i like being the same. i hate the way people have changed. from my point of view, everyone is changing in the wrong ways, and for the ( Read more... )

so i definitely havent been on here for forever. im only here because myspace is being a bitch. lame ( Read more... )

ohhhh shiiiiiit.

idk who reads this anymore... oh well.
im going to washington for three weeks on the 12th!
im going to miss my baby sooo much. alex is the love of my life.

i kinda miss school. lame? yes.

hm.

i love my alex jason. a lot.

um.

schools out. hooray! lovin it.

<3

i havent written in this in forever. i havent been doing much lately. i went to the ahs track meet with kelsey yesterday, and my alex came and saw me! and im seeing him on saturday too. that will be fun. umm. tomorrow... i think im going over to lindsays with alex eastburn to go swimming/barely tanning. hm. who knows ( Read more... )

im soooo mad. at everyone. except alex, of course. because everyone is mad at BOTH of us. fucking bitches can burn. ill regret saying this later, but this is a journal. and this is how im feeling now.

<3

idk. idk idk idk idk. im so tired. i dont know what to say. im hanging with allie tomorrow. alex eastburn is allie. duhh bitches. god im tired. rachel is mad at me. so is alex my bf. god effing damnit. i always do everything wrong. ahhh fuck it

today was a baddddd day. i had a shitload of HW from the two days i missed. im never missing school again. so i have to finish my glazing my art thing at lunch tomorrow for like 5 minutes, then go take my history test. which SUCKS because i have to do 4 short answer essays. instead of multiple choice. blahhh. i really dont think i can do 3 more ( Read more... )

oh yes...

i might always talk about other guys. but i love alex. i really really do.

not alex eastburn. although i love her too.

today is my dogs birthday! how special. then my bday is in 10 days. oh yeah, baby. ummm. i still have the flu. i didnt go to school yesterday. i had a bad fever. but today im a little better. im going to the beauty and the beast play tonight. that shall be fun. i get to see ben *HOT*. haha i love him. and umm. tomorrow i want to hang out with ( Read more... )