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I find myself wanting to smash stuff all the time. when I'm waiting at a red light I daydream about just ploughing into the car in front of me, or t-boning someone as they drive through the intersection. Or when I'm smoking on my balcony, I just want to smash beer bottles or dishes on the building across from me. I'm a raging hormone right now, and ( Read more... ) -
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I've never felt stronger or more self-reliant than I do right now. I've also never felt more alone. we're all bits of seaweed drifting through the ocean, getting caught up in life's currents and storms. I'm feeling particularly stoic at the moment. Like a point of rock jutting out of a cliff, I challenge nature simply by being. Doomed to erode or ( Read more... ) -
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the longer I live, the more people drift in and out of my life ( Read more... ) -
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I wish I would stop dreaming about Melissa. I dream about her at least once a week. Last night was a nice dream... We were moving into a haunted house that my best friend Troy was just moving out of. She was happy this time (usually when I dream about her she's mad). Every time I wake up from dreaming about her I want to cry. She was so toxic for ( Read more... ) -
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I wish I would stop dreaming about Melissa. I dream about her at least once a week. Last night was a nice dream... We were moving into a haunted house that my best friend Troy was just moving out of. She was happy this time (usually when I dream about her she's mad). Every time I wake up from dreaming about her I want to cry. She was so toxic for ( Read more... ) -
Destination Unknown
I feel like the government always gets between my entrepreneurial spirit and money. I think if I had been born a hundred years ago I would have been a huge success at age 22. I wish I could have been around for those wild-west days of yore. I need a get rich quick scheme. Even a get rich by 30 scheme would be acceptable ( Read more... ) -
I'm back
I'm so glad livejournal kept my account despite my years-long absence from the site. I think I'm going to start re-reading all my old entries, to see what messages I may have left for my present (future?) self. If I'm good, I'll start posting regularly again ( Read more... ) -
you dont have to read this but I had to write this...
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what do I do?
with my heart ripped in twain
we broke up tonight
(sorry to bother)
phil