humph

[abuckeighty]

today, when asked what i would do when i finally made my move for the middle of nowhere.

"i'm gonna build a tesla coil," i told him.

he didn't get the humor in that.

for some reason, that bugs me.

****************************************************************************otherwise i have been off the meter on erratic emotional patters. fits

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you's like lightnin' baby.

[malaisedays]

sheesh man. ketchup packets are not all youd be remembered for.
but, with that said, its the sheer brilliance behind such an unconscious act.
thats fucking gold, mister.
and, quite the metaphor for the place you find yourself today, senor doin one thing, thinking another. :P

hell, im about to graduate grad school and still have not the fucking foggiest.
its all a fucking mess.
to top it off, i went and bought a home.
ha. fantastic idea.
im still falling down stairs and dropping my phone in toilets.
just, now, theres no one to help me up but my own self.
and, maybe a retarded client holding back a laugh.

so, youre half way out the door.
announcing your departure is a sure fire way to be positive youre leaving.
ive never had the umph to do that even once, not that im a model of any sort of success, just sayin.

balls, my dear friend. balls.

effort

[rachaelnoel]

I never tried anything before.

And then, about a year ago, I decided to paint and take photographs. And it started.... almost working. I was too good at it too fast, and then... nothing happened. I tried, it worked. I continued to try... and it went nowhere. Maybe I didn't try long enough.

I don't really like painting. I get too frustrated that it doesn't work out the way I want it to. I always wanted to be some sort of an intellectual. Or to be an actress. But I'm not willing to go through the hollywood hooplah of it all.... And the art scene is absolutely disgusting