somewhere inside of me there is a disease that needs curing. actually, that's diseases... plural. and i guess i'm doing all i can. but you gotta wonder if it's really the right thing. physically, yeah, i suppose i can't do anymore without health insurance. but mentally. always a fucking challenge that mental health ( Read more... )

ok, so long ago in a land far far away (new jersey), before comedy central was comedy central, it was two different channels: HA!, and THE COMEDY CHANNEL. later they merged and become the mighty force we now all know and love.

but on comedy channel there was a late night show starring one Allan Havey, called night after nighti watched this show ( Read more... )

after a year+ away i will finally be in NYC for a few days to see many of you ( Read more... )

so i am now in north carolina. how strange is that? the flight was awful

NEVER NEVER NEVER FLY AMERICA WEST!!!!!! it is the WORST airline i have ever dealt with. they fucked up my flight and scheduled me on a flight where the last leg was on a flight that left before my first one even left the ground!! and they're rude to boot ( Read more... )

so, where are we at ( Read more... )

so... tonight may very well be the last night i will be sleeping in LA. tomorrow i do last minute packing and head for san diego to see my sisters, whom i haven't seen in over a year, and then i come back to LA to catch my long overdue plane out of this shit hole ( Read more... )

and sometimes you find yourself hoping they'd call even though it's probably a bad idea ( Read more... )

just when you think it can't get any fucking worse... it does ( Read more... )

these days i just want to sit next to the fire and curl up with a revolver.

today, when asked what i would do when i finally made my move for the middle of nowhere.

"i'm gonna build a tesla coil," i told him.

he didn't get the humor in that.

for some reason, that bugs me.

****************************************************************************otherwise i have been off the meter on erratic emotional patters. fits ( Read more... )