it has come down to this. i am sick of running out of gas all the time, and having people and my mom come help me out. i'm just going to say it, i need help. i'm not making enough money to get me enough gas in my tank so i'll gladly accept any donation anyone would like to give to me. checks may be made payable to Jahangir K. Qazi ( Read more... )

wow, everyone's posts lately have been about college and how excited they are or how scared they are. and i think that it's time to put in my two cents. FUCK COLLEGE! seriously it blows, it's a waste of money (money that i don't even have) and time. i work all summer and now i have no time to do anything and no money, which seems crazy cuz i ( Read more... )

welllll let's recap ( Read more... )

i'm sooo nervous right now... in 15 minutes i leave for naz so we can go to Brockport for outdoor state championships. it feels different than it did for indoor track. i'm getting butterflies in my stomach. oh booooy ( Read more... )

i hate coming home and being dead tired. i hate crying. i hate not having any money. i hate working two jobs and not being able to pay my bills. i hate using my money for gas to go to school and work and then i don't have money to eat. i hate how no one knows what i go thru. i hate having to get two fucking credit cards because i don't have ( Read more... )

i wish that i had rich parents that bought me nice things; like a college education, a laptop, a car that worked well, and i didn't have to work two jobs. i hate it all. no one knows how fucking poor i am, no one. i'm sick of it all, like i lost all of my W2's and other tax stuff. it was in my room the last i knew and now they're all gone. i' ( Read more... )

we went and saw 300 for nates birthday last night. today is his birthday party. yep. and in two weeks he's leaving for the navy. kinda scary.

i'm kinda depressed today. i didn't go to school. at 5:30 the state of emergency was still up for livingston county and i decided not to risk it. plus last time it was this cold my car wouldn't even start. ha! oh well, i get to stay home and finish my bio and english papers. yuck ( Read more... )

1.Do you give the peace sign a lot ( Read more... )

sooo it's been a while since i've updated. i'm trying to get all of the songs that got fucked up back now. it's hard, cuz i have to go through all my itunes songs and see which ones play and which ones don't play. haha. it sucks ( Read more... )