We folks i got a job then quit then got another job and now im on my way. This is the beginning of my new life, my life outside of what i had become. That thing i had become was full of himself and knew what he wanted and how to get it. I regret all I have done in the past , but i can't change it nor can i live ini the past. My time is now and i ( Read more... )

Im still alive and kicking. Been living with the parents and younger sibling now for 2 weeks since that dreaded day, that day when my life changed. Since then its kinda scary to say I've grown up so much , I look back to when I first graduated highschool...scary how much I've changed since then......oh well for now im focused trying my best not to ( Read more... )

Yep im not getting better infact im messing things up more....hope is dead....im done

Im back to the place where i was born..we'll see how it goes considering what i've done and become

I have royally fucked things up...if knows me im a lost cause..im trying to put the pieces together again. I have hurt the ones i truely care about , the very people that saved my life and took me under their wing, im going to find a way to fix things, to make amends, i know i can't make people forgive me, i can't make people stop hurting, i've ( Read more... )

The day is long and full of pain..im still collecting myself..im never together completely but i try. This is where i start to log my pain and daily tradgies, if anyone cares to read and follow along then so be it...but i've been alive for 19yrs and have always been alone, and more than likely will be for the rest of my life... i still wish and ( Read more... )