so yeah. not going out with shawn anymore, for those of you that haven't heard. we broke up like two months ago(?).maybe a month and a half. but i actually have a new boyfriend. this guy, aaron. he makes me laugh and things have been going pretty good so far. but i'm not gonna put everything into this relationship just yet. i know it sounds mean ( Read more... )

so that break didn't last very long. he called me that sunday and was just like, "hey..how's it goin?" but i asked him what the real reason he called was and he told me. oh boy did he tell me. and it made me elated and laugh and cry at the same time. i used to feel like i had all this love for him and i was like emotionally committed or however you ( Read more... )

yupyup. i'm seventeen. feels just like sixteen ( Read more... )

i picked up a bad old habit and can't stop eating all sorts of food. i fucking ate two hot pockets and found myself peeking in the fridge for more to stuff my face with. cj is screaming that i gave him pink eye when i've never had it ( Read more... )

Fuuuck Carlos ( Read more... )

ick. winter break is so boring so far. christmas was not the best. marie and carlos were arguing til 2:30 in the morning and then we woke up 10 to open presents. shiiit. shawn stopped by with drew and it could've turned out to be a decent day but carlos is a ignorant ape bastard. he left to take cj somewhere and i found the vodka and rum stash.... ( Read more... )

GOSH DARN IT. worked all weekend then when to the movies. thought i'd ( Read more... )

job interview today. i don't i did too well. the interview went fine, but then they gave me an honesty test or something and apparently you're supposed to lie you ass off ( Read more... )

yesterday shawn came over and we watched alice in wonderland, played ddr, and i made him pasta.  ifucking hate the system tho.  i would've been able to go to his house for dinner and then go to a movie and what not, but the man is bringin me down.  i guess i'm not allowed to ride in cars with teenage drivers.  i do it anyway.  FUCKTHEMAN!

what the fuck is my dad's problem?!? he called and it was normal for like 5 seconds, then he did a switcheroo and this is how the rest of the conversation went ( Read more... )